On failures and success

Dear me,

i m writing to you to let you know that failures do not make you a failure. Yes, on the contrary on what you think and believe, you are not a failure. God does not design you to be a failure. Therefore, failures do not equals that you are a failure. Fear. You are so fearful of failure. When your mind tells you that you are a failure, your emotionally and spiritually state will be at the weakest. Remember! It's a lie to think that you are a failure. Do not fear. Success comes when you reflect and learn from failures. But do not fear to take responsibility! Do not let the fear of failure captivate you.

Thank you God! Your grace and love abounds!

Swirling Thoughts

I decide to write something, to scribble my jumble-up thoughts again.

- i realized that my perceived self-worth is based on my perceived achievement.

formula: self_worth = achievement (wrong!)

i feel like the top of the world when i have achieved something..whether in career, academics, music, etc.. and when i stumble and fall, so is my perceived self-worth, it goes down ..
i have to stop thinking like this. for my self-worth and identity is in You..Lord, help me to grasp and hold on to this truth..

formula: self_worth = You + Cross (correct!)

- God, need You to help me to do research! i really am lost!